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Tide To The Outside

by Demons and Daffodils

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1.
Tide/Tied 00:39
2.
Ever-clear 03:53
As we sit here in the ever clear And we talk about nothing at all I say the future cant control us You say that fate will come around one day Constantly these things keep changing Nothing ever seems to sit still We search for lasting happiness But everything I touch turns to grey How do you stand tall And what are we living for I want to see you up there Making this life count Hello my old friend again Its nice to see you've grown up somehow You were on the edge last night I know this because I was there too As you sat there you were blankly staring At the monster you had become We talk about the pictures lasting But everything I touch turns to grey.
3.
Going Out 02:55
I'm always going out Every Friday night with you You made me turn around Thoughts and feelings of what I felt I needed to do Businesses shutting their doors Whenever I'm around Constantly begging for more But I'm face down on the ground And I never wanted any of this You might have to feel it You will be uncomfortable Did you know that I'm sick The radiation's full And I never wanted any of this I say I'm going blind But the misery is eye opening to me I take the pain as sign When I trip over my own feet This world has everything to lose The end will come around Losing focus and drowning in the booze They say you are a hound
4.
(W)hole 03:52
These kids like ones before Playing in the backyard their playing with sticks And their all so bored They've got their whole lives ahead But they'll never know Something came back that day And it left a whole Sirens wrang And the mothers cried As they drew their conclusions Monsters inside men They wanted to relive And now its time to go Something came back that day and it left a hole Something came back that day And it left a great big hole Where were you When they needed you Is it all my fault should I be their too Skipping rocks In another time If childhood is empty And mothers drink plenty Fathers are never home Kids write their ending As if death was trending Im fitted as the perfect one Ive reached my conclusion This is all a delusion And I dont want to be scared Something came back that day And it left a hole Something came back that day And it left a great big hole The last few days you ran away For good reason and for pity's sake The last few days you ran away For good reason and for pity's fuckin sake
5.
Come Over 04:15
Squeezing Squeezing so tightly I've been meaning To recognize you nightly And the demons They whisper in my ear Hearts are gleaming As the shadows render near And I wonder Do you see them at all And the timing Is getting me wrong Come over to me Let me show you what I can see They don't exist just in my dreams Come over to me I'm complaisant Complaisant and thoughtful Can you see them Of course how could you not know Lacking reason My choice could leave me dead Keep on hearing These voices in my head And I wonder Do you see them at all And the timing Is getting me wrong
6.
I Go 02:55
Well they come around at night And talk to me so smooth I have let you down But I don't want to let you lose They ask me where I've been I've travelled a milling miles Much time I will spend Children were running through the Isles Where can I go Is there anything I should know My mind will not stay Maybe this one will be the day I bought us a ship We'll Sail away to hell But the water's all dried up Its not the worst thing I can tell I thought you were my friend But you stabbed me in the back The ink inside my skin Painting pictures of all of the things I lack
7.
Humans Do 03:28
Pack up my shit And move me far away Lets make a toast To later days Will you find this When I am dead and gone Its not that hard you know Just look beneath the song Should I seek love Like other humans do Keep my heart closed then there's nothing to lose I'm broken wide I'll take my time I'll sit and sigh Like other humans do I've fractured my mind Take a step to the right I'm going blind like other humans do One last hit I swear that I'll be good Did you look back No I didn't know I could Macho man And little blue lagoon Baby wolves there all just howling at the moon An escape plan There's nothing to fear Hold it in oh yeah Until we reach the clear
8.
Walking Away 03:28
Left alone to my own devices Lay awake I cant sleep Creeping up my spine as it entices Close my eyes for a dreary night Second chances no they don't come often Personally I am weak There's no moisture that could even soften Shattered hearts on a winters night Quit walking away From the way you want us to go Nothing has changed And the bright sunlight has painted you gold Quit walking away From the way you want us to go Hearts rearrange And the diamonds slowly leaving your soul Losing sight from the light that's blinding Lose my mind when you speak Always searching but I'm never finding Hostile winds that could end it all Contemplation look at where its got me All this thinking does not good Do you love me all you say is hardly Will I find someone to bring me home
9.
Honey 04:07
How can I take you standing there What do I make of your shining hair How will I understand I'm dead Is it the only way to ask you why you Treat me so bad Honey I'm coming back to you And I'm gunna treat you poorly As if ill take my time and cut you slowly Watching all those bloody tears you cry and I Honey I'm coming back to yo and I'll Talk to you when the winter's over I'll Cradle you because you're frozen But the smile on your face is forever golden How can I make you realize What di you make of my bloodshot eyes Did you see me at my best Or was the bad side always on the outside I would never pass the test
10.
Found Here 02:53
Overdose saved my life Comatose For this I'll Strive Consequences Not desired Over fences till I'm tired What have we found here Burning flesh to become stars Flashing lights and shining cars Will we ever get to mars Get too rich and die on bars
11.
I swear I don't hate you too much You put on my heart so long ago I'm okay with staying high Inside your minds abandoned rows If you tried on My broken heart If you take off With my only love My mama said We're all lost men My mama said We're all lost men I kinda like walking in the dark Eat me alive old skins ill shed Are you alright my dearest friend You fall asleep there in your bed
12.
Undone 03:03
And I'm walking alone walking alone And the streets have all run dry And I'm talking to my talking to myself But self is such a lie And I wonder if after all The troubles that brought our fall How heartless you must have been The sweet lies within our sin And I'm Playing a tune playing a tune And its lonely without the birds And I'm jumping for joy jumping for joy But I cant seem to reach the sky Would you express to me your pain The day we met in acid rain The blankest stare I've ever fuckin seen I've got these lines to read in between
13.
Outside 01:32
I saw you around the bend No mystery what happened then Stayed over a couple nights Then we melted into each others lives I knew you were a ghost That's why you were the one I wanted to help the most When its time to retire Let my bones be your funeral pyre

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released December 21, 2020

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Demons and Daffodils Colorado Springs, Colorado

Colorado based, Minnesota native Gabriel Smith uses music and lyricism as a tool to express and confront intimate personal experiences regarding abuse, trauma, mental illness, and psychedelics.

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